Zini, me & life in general

One of those days…

Today is one of those days when I am feeling depressed without any reason. Maybe it’s PMS, may be it’s weather or may be it’s both..

And probably Zini too is affected by my mood. She has been clinging to me since morning and she becomes clingy when she is not feeling well. The fear that she is going to fall ill is making it worse.Β She is not sleeping well at night and keeps waking up at a regular interval which results in my interrupted sleep too.

The fact that my hand goes numb as well as I sleep is not helping either. Suddenly in the night I wake up with a hand that can’t be moved and which sometimes pains.Β When this happened in the past it was discovered that I had some Vitamins deficiency and as a result I was taking Vitamin tablets. Which I stopped taking when I got insanely busy last year.

Though I’ve restarted the medicines, there isn’t much improvement. Which resulted in a visit to doctor yesterday. Who has asked me to get so many tests done. May be I am afraid of what will be the outcome of the tests. But I didn’t feel this way yesterday then why am I all gloomy today?Β The fact that I am finding it impossible to stick to a diet or exercise even when advised by Doctor is making me feel guilty. And this guilt is not doing any good to my mood.

Probably I just need a break. It has been long since I slept peacefully. I would like to take a break from everything, would like to go somewhere I am not disturbed, do as I please and sleep as much as I want.

But all these was not making me feel low yesterday, then why today?! I can’t put my finger on it…

May be just one of those day…

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Comments on: "One of those days…" (29)

  1. Hey! Get well soon and there are days when depression creeps in. It happens to the best of us. Now, smile:)

  2. Aiyo, take care da…happens to me often…hope the tests come out okay and nothing to worry..and oh zini will be fine πŸ™‚

  3. Hugs, ZM, yes, maybe it’s one of those days! Disconnect from as many things as you can and do nothing for a change. Good luck with the tests, and if you want a diet partner of a kind, I am there, someone who can’t stick to one, so we can motivate each other!

  4. Hugs hugs hugs T2M.

  5. Hugs ZM! Take care. Hope you feel better soon.

  6. hugs t2m.. I usually have such days too.. take it easy for the day.. hope you will be alright tomorrow.. its easier to say “have a good sleep” but I know how tough its with an infant or toddler in tow.. only if they sleep well we can sleep well..

  7. One more thing that we have in common…..my fingers go numb too when I sleep…. Wasn’t so bad in Mumbai but it has got worse here and m thinking of showing it to some doc…. Don’t worry…. The gloom shall pass soon….. And we would have a nice sunny day !! πŸ™‚

    • Thanks Jayel πŸ™‚ Feeling better πŸ™‚
      Yeah hopefully sunny days are ahead…
      Hmmm.. go to doctor. It’s better to get it checked.
      Take care..

  8. It is just one of those days!Happens to me too. Take care ! take rest ! Eat something delicious!

  9. Don’t worry. I am sure it is just one of those days when nothing seems to be going right and you just keep feeling gloomy. But then the next day things get better πŸ™‚

  10. And I can see you are already doing better πŸ™‚

  11. See I go missing for two days from the blog world and everyone is not well! πŸ˜› πŸ˜€ Lol… I just came from the previous post… so I guess you have already recovered! πŸ˜€

    Somedays are just like that I guess… good thing is they pass away and a new one begins πŸ™‚

  12. I know I am late but anyway. Hugs at anytime don’t hurt right? πŸ˜€

  13. It is just one of those days… and I am having this going on here for a week πŸ˜€ ANd the weekend is here… why don’t you just unwind with something you and Zini like to do? Maybe … bake? or goto a park and let her be (if she is is ok too). DO not worry, whatever the tests results, we will be tide through that as well… just be positive πŸ™‚ There is no use worrying, if there is something wrong, we will fix it πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚ Don’t you have more baking to do? DOn’t you think you should packing some yummy goodies for Aarya? Oh by the way he will love the chocolate chip cookies πŸ˜€ … just saying πŸ˜€ or maybe the brownies… chocolate does wonders when I am in a rut… and sometime Bread+jam+butter does it too πŸ˜€

  14. […] BTW, you remember that post about one of those days? Finally it turned out I had carpal tunnel syndrome. That too kept me from blogging very regularly. […]

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